I have the jitters at my desk today. My little Abby is sick and the last few nights have been brutal. Well, really the last few nights of the last 3 years have been brutal, since being preggo with Abby in '07. But she's had an awful cough and last night it scared the crap out of me. Every 5 minutes, shoes on to go to the ER, shoes off because she fell asleep. Shoes on five minutes later, shoes off..... So to battle the fatigue I am now feeling, I had a white mocha. And now feel so jittery that my mind is racing and nails are bit short. I'm torn between heading home right after work to rest, as I know I am sleep deprived, or torturing myself with the gym for an hour before heading home. Don't know...
Separate note; I have been off Facebook for the last 5 days now. Just decided to quit cold turkey and frankly its refreshing. No one seems to miss me, and I'm not missing anyone either. All I hear about it social network this and that and since I work in print advertising, which is about to become extinct, I'm starting to hate the internet and all it has to offer, including putting me out of a job. Newspapers are going down in circ, people are all online all the time with aps, and no one wants their junk mail in their actual mailbox. Which sucks for me. But with the exception of this, I find myself wanting to stay off the internet. Except for TMZ, my guiltiest pleasure. Although the fact that I checked it 7 times today already tells me I might need to quit this too. But blogging here shouldn't matter, considering no one knows about it but me.
I do wish I could do something interesting on this... problem is I have no idea how to make anything look nice, have no time to figure it out, and apparently have nothing valuable to contribute. I've seen other blogs on here and am jealous that I could not come up with something as creative. But whatever... sometimes its nice to be boring I guess with all else going on in life.
So yeah, too much caffiene...
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